1/21/2008

Dreams are for weaving
If we hold on together

Just a little shout out,
GOOD LUCK FOR Os RESULTS EVERYONE!
haha, I never went through the formality of having to report back to school for them, but yeahh, I can totally imagine how you're feeling atm. Jia you! (:

And cheers, to the end of the most nerve-wrecking and (officially) most depressing day ever. Yeah, it's always the 21st. This morning, record number of people crying in school - 5 in the morning, 2 in the afternoon. That I know of anyway. And also, everyone in Chloe's History group dreamt of someone crying in their dreams last night. No joke, everyone. I swear, everyone just dissolves into hysterics.

Interview went ok, I don't really know and yeah well, it doesn't really matter. Throughout the day though, there was just this feeling of "OHMYGOD" in my stomach, but surprisingly enough I didn't panic when I went in, as I was expecting to. Yeah, I did uhmm and err alot which is bad, but whatever, hope for the best. (: Either way, I'm actually glad for this experience, I mean, interviews've never been my thing but they're quite fun when you think about it. xD Which is kind of a contradiction because right now, 2 1/2 hours later, I AM STILL SHAKING.

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADALIA, if you still read this space.

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I'm thinking it's good that I no longer have any inspiration, and writer's block is totally getting to me because I always seem to produce me best work when I'm down, or many other people around me are. But not being able to do anything that can be (loosely) called "creative" sucks, big time. Ideas always seem to come from intense emotions and I'll write these emotionally-charged articles/poems (happy or sad), otherwise they'd just be completely random but still better than the things I usually produced. Not having very much, or even, any, particular point of view or any bit of wit whatsoever, and being at a point where really, anything goes and I'm perfectly happy (even if it does oscilliate every now and then) I now have no ideas/inspiration to write. Gahhhhh. If you want to write, write. I have so many ideas, but the words just won't come.
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